this few week passes so quickly n i'm startin sch on mon.
though timetable quite okay but thinkin of it being the last semester..so omg!
still tryin to accept the fact that next year feb gng out to society to work.
have been sleepin in the early mornin n wakin up in the afternoon.
hope will be able to wake up for sch on mon. =p

i've just realised i've just shared a dark secret of mine to u.
no one had ever known it,not even my famliy.omg!
though is rather accidentally,but i guess i must have been too tired.
cant differentiate between dreams n reality. lols.
guess u might have forgotten le but that's gd as well.=D

have been walking alot this week thanks to my cutie fren. hehe.
stamina have drop badly.
nafa comin up soon. omg!
guess my 2.4 sure cant make it.
have stop trainin for many months le. sian.

up coming event for this year end:
1) sch reopen
2)atc/stc
3)NCO camp

jiayou!=D

this week had many plans.
not really much but as compared to last week it is.
cant wait for wed,thurs n sat. lols.
last sat went to rivervale pri with LLAGGSZ.
went to the nearby playground ard 8 n started playin.
shared alot of secrets too.=p
went over to QY hse ytd to teach maths.
sry for my temper.=(
have been sms-in an idiot till late night this few days.
all the best to u.=D

PS:i love my blog songs.=D,this 3 songs are so meaningful.

when a door shuts on u, there will be another open waitin for u.
part of the journey of life consists of 3 things,O.C.M
Opportunity comes once in a blue moon.once missed it u will find it hard to get.
but u wont know how impt it is to u till u missed it.
Chance comes in many form. But that does not mean u can take it for granted.
for some cases,once it has been lost it will never be back.
Miracles only happen to those who know how to treasure.
so do think twice when makin a decision.=D

just came back from my workplace.
reach there and they told me too many staff so ask me to go back home-.-
waste my time and energy to walk there.
y cant they plan the schedule well?
is either too many ppl or too less-.-
anyway,work on sat n sun was fun though is tirin.
was workin at a roadshow introduce by my sis's bf.
the aunties who came are all so typical singaporean.
argue with me over a few cents worth of tupperware.
somemore scold me and say i was being brainwash-.-
omg, isnt it typical kiasu aunties?
what a disgrace infront of all those foreigners.
anyway,got my new spects ytd.=D
though still not used to wearin it but i had to start gettin used to it.
next month onwards will not be wearin contact lense anymore.

it seems easy yet difficult.
nothing is a promise.
it has never been a promise that life will be exciting.
it has never been a promise that life will be smooth.
it has only promised that life will be worth for it.=D

it's been long since i slept till so late.
woke up by qinyin's call at 12.30.
rush to sch,waited for her n off to hg mall.
she bought 3 roses for her mum cos is her mum's birthday.
rushed back to sch alone to look for my xiao lao shu n parrot.
parrot cut her hair short. lols. had a great laugh over it.
headed for lunch at pt n was bullied by parrot all e way-.-
off to xiao lao shu hse n her family are so funny.
e conversation durin the dinner set us laughin non-stop.
left at 10 n chatted with parrot otw home.
she sure is a big bully!!haha.

damn it.
there's a limit to it.
pls stop testing it.

ytd DISCOPOP was great jus that is was damn hot!
NCC dance was so gay but nice. lols.
NPCC brought the most ppl yet didnt perform at all.-.-
the little boy from unity primary rock the house.
had a lot of fun ytd night despite of my sickness.
was busy shouting and gng high on my own as changhui and junying all ps me. lols.
no choice had to join NCC ytd cos NP simply doesnt wan to give me a chair to sit.
what a GREAT squad i had. haha.
went to NCC side and was bullied by julia and michelle. (julia did most of the bullyin and mich jus laugh)
end ard 10 n headed to point buy drinks den home.
was suppose to go for yeexuan chalet but didnt went in the end.
well,chat with my little rat on e way home.

went to look for joanne today to return her books.
Thanks for lending me for so long. lols.
had a long chat with her as we didnt met for 6 months!!
had MOSburger n seriously i dont like it!! lols.
tml onwards i'm so free.
not sure what to do as i'm only workin at night.
anyone pls feel free to ask me out!!=D

had a chat with her ytd.
she was right.
there's bound to be such situation everywhere.
is just a matter on how u handle it.
i shall not run away from it and face it.
nth shld put me down!
i shall hold on for ppl who love me,
i shall hold on for ppl i love,
i shall hold on for u.=D

FINALLY!!
is the last day of MP-SIP.
have been waitin for this day for quite long.
well,is rather happy and sad.
happy cos finally dont have to stay in sch for 8 hrs everyday.
sad cos wont get to see my crazy labmates.
always bullied by me,esp kier.lols
holiday still have to go back to finish up my projects.
poor kier lost her lappy today with her report and everything.
gonna curse that person who took it. damn it.
tml is scouts campfire. hope it will not rain n will be fun.=D

i'm so fickle-minded.
mood going up and down due to this issues.
i dont really know what i want now.
y cant things be simple as it was before.
or was i jus too innocent on my view before?
jus like a vocalno erupting anytime.
i dont know how to carry on as normal.
what shld i do?hais.

haven been sick for a long time and it just feel terrible.
fever,cough and flu came knockin on my door lookin for me on sunday.
was it due to the rainy season on sat night?
not sure either but all i know is,i'm feelin very sicky!
hope to get well soon.
have to thanks ah yin for lookin after me on sunday like a mum!
lols. love u kays?=D

i just dont understand.
y have it got to be in such a cycle.
and each cycle getting worst and worst.
she was right,is not easy to handle such task.
and i'm seriously tired of it.
shld i give up or hang on as she told me to?